change...

not the small change in coins... but a change in habit / lifestyle.

i am feeling rather direction-less since Oct... not sure of why and how or what happen...

i felt lazy or lethargic in work, becoming absent-minded, didn't feel like working or staying at home... just wanted to wonder freely and doing nothing...

is it a symptom? is it the age barrier of 35 coming? i really have no idea on how to cope with it... i wanted something or some change but have no idea what the hell they are or it is... crazy notion...

i started to explore my inner self more... making same changes to my habit... brushing teeth using another hand... sleeping position change... not using my PSP after bathe... while at the same time, thinking of giving to society.

Yah, contributing to society... that's something that i always wanted to do... ironic, i am not as helpful or sensitive... how to give? and what to contribute? other than cash...

becoming volunteer? or giving free bazi analysis?

we live to -C-H-A-N-G-E- or -H-A-N-G- (when you make no head or tail)...