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Positive energy:  - mentoring PM wannabes - meeting partner who becomes friend - walking is one of the best exercise  Negative energy:  - my mind was damn tired.  - body drained - urge to quit job. Wtf.  Quote: quit when it is draining. 

Totally exhausted and tired for the last 3 days.  Positive energy: - met up with Vendor CF and had a great conversation on his accounts - met with wife frens. Listen in is good enough. Options trade.  - breakfast, lunch and dinner were all good food. Shiok! Negative vibes: - exhausted by relationship talking - buddy having tons of problems but I can't help much.  Quote: We are not superman. 

Positive energy: - digital content creation course is over and fun. Learnt a lot.  - good jog.  - night scenery around the marina bay is fabulous.  Negative energy:  - not motivated on a relationship.  - course study is exhausting  - non argument is draining.  Quote: you live your own life. No one can dictate. 

Positive energy: - new knowledge gained from 2 days course: digital content creation  - having a course mate makes learning easier.  - in good shape to run almost 5km back after long sickness. Yea! Negative energy:  ‐ tired. Could be from lessons.  - where's my motivation? Qn: what's one lucky thing that happened to you recently? I manifested my NZ trip!!!

Positive energy: - I am not taking additional product on existing work - a bigger oppty came  - nieces came and enjoy a good dinner + desserts Negative energy:  - going back office.  - doing quotations. Still work related. Omg. 

Positive energy:  - finally,  my eldest is back from studies.  - meeting with Fujitsu team and great discussion & lunch - dinner at Chengdu Bowl (50% off) and food was good.  - knowing the Cloudflare is interim for me.  Negative energy:  - no workout.  - still stuck in routine and not traveling.  Quote: the mind dictates the motivation. 

Positive energy: - morning walk and night jog are fantastic.  - informed of changes in department and portfolio.  Negative energy: - still has some phlegm. This sickness.  - dilemma in taking Cloudflare or really continue with this job.  Quote: the decision is mine to make. 

Positive energy:  - dinner with team and lobsters at chicken n lobster - great walk in the morning  - hainanese curry rice for lunch at beo Crescent. Best best. But she charged too cheap.  Negative energy: - phlegm plague - team going to be disbanded. 1 June taking effect.  Quote: drink to network. 

Positive energy:  - manage a short 3km run and feels great even though damn slow.  - had good food at 百米香. Just be careful of the weight cost and ordering too much.  - got a 3 months free Spotify. Yes! Negative energy: - the flu and phlegm is super persistent. Shit.  - office doesn't give me good vibes. 😕  Quote: waking up without alarm clock is a luxury. 

Positive energy:  - another great walk from home to funan centre - great Korean food at Sagye. Thanks to the rain.  - had a good sleep and woke up feeling good.  Negative energy:  - the persistent flu and phlegm - not wanting to plan my solo trip. 😕 

Positive energy:  - movie watching Mission Impossible the Final Reckoning. Never say die attitude.  - Walk around Chinatown and food at Smith st Hawker.   - waking up to exercise or walk.  Negative energy: - the cough and phlegm with flu still hogging me - unmotivated in most things. Or is it an excuse by myself?

Positive energy: - recovering from sickness - minimal work due to MC - Extraordinary people charity gala dinner. Catching up with frens!! Negative energy: - taking tons of medicine  - no exercise due to sickness - not motivated to do stuff.  Quote: what's your greatest regret? 

Positive energy:  - having good soup for lunch - dinner with family - great colleagues who care Negative energy: - the sore throat, cough and now sneeze appeared. It is killing me. Took medicine and KO.  - office vibes has been lousy. Why do we need to keep saying that everything is not done well ? Can't we phrase it to become  "how can we improve the situation?"?  - I can't sleep well.  Quote: What has past cannot be the present. Treasure the present for there may be no future. 

Positive energy:  - 巴蜀food is good.  - Ma Maison shrimp tokatsu is nice - got to know that there are tons of remote jobs and overseas job offers that we can try.  Negative energy: - the cough and sore throat has been mild but disgusting  - knowing the salary increment is near impossible in this workplace.  - zero exercise makes my body lethargic

Positive energy:  - I didn't spend a dime.  - celebrate my birthday and well wishes from many friends.  - spend time with my sibs and family.  Negative energy:  - not enough good sleep.  - sore throat and cough is back. Shit.  - my current situation socks.

Positive energy: - Crashing down on you Kdrama is entertaining. - Shiok to have $50 credit to spend at MBS. Free money.  - Walk from MBS to home. Worry free.  Negative energy: - disagreement on how I want to live my life.  - lousy and lack of good sleep 😴  - why can't I make my own decision. This is fucking weird. Everyone knows what's best for me except myself. 

Positive energy: - the 3km jog to MBS - homecooked meal at in-laws - explore along amoy to funan. Walk is fun.  Negative energy:  - super stuffy and humid day - headache came back. 

Positive energy: - orders kept coming in  - great dinner with nice food - great body workout Negative energy: - still cannot hit comm - appraisal rating sucks - haven't get out of my situation. 

Positive energy: - business partner that appreciate what I did. - the lunch at AMK coffeeshop with fantastic soup and brown rice. - ab workout and sweat it. Negative energy: - unmotivated in work - material gift that I don’t need. - a low appraisal score from my superior which is not justifiable.  

3 things that gave me energy: - meeting old gaming friends - a great walk at Fort Canning Park - free from sickness. Things that zapped energy: - current personal situation - Kiat situation - not motivated in work

1. Enjoy my lunch on Xiang Xiang Hunan Cuisine 2. Able to take a good walk in the morning before rain at ECP. 3. Finally completed Netflix My Mister. Simply love it.  4. Non disturb day from work. 5. I survived the giddiness and rested. 6. Able to eat, sleep and not worry at $$$. 7. Get to have a dinner nearby without driving. 8. Friends that encourage me to stay strong. 9. My eldest is coming back soon. Yay. 10. Enjoying the relationships of everyone that cared for me.  Life is really simple, b ut we insist on making it complicated ~ Confucius

1. Able to complete the Mandai Boardwalk. 2. Blue but cool sky. 3. First visit to Hillion Mall. 4. Having dinner with my siblings and the kiddos. 5. Fit and healthy. 6. Tried Eat 3 Bowls shop. 7. Continue with Netflix My Mister. Super good drama. 8. Clocked 10k + steps. 9. Finally someone who listens. 10. Knowing that Dad is still fit as a fiddle.