understand your soulz

Its been a while since I wrote and positive and negative energy. I thought I had past the stage of identifying the negative energy from work. It seems like it is also coming from my existing relationship.  Positive energy: - lunch with vendor was a great catch up.  - work has been distributed to the inside sales team.  - Walk around the bay helps to clear the head.  Negative energy: - sore throat is back 😫. Did I not take care of myself good enough? - relationships are painful.  Quote: our kokoro will guide us to do things that we liked. Heed it. 

Positive energy:  - meeting with people and discussing businesses is fun.  - kok seng food is above average. Fish soup is surprisingly delicious.  - byd cafe zhongshan , fantastic chill place.  Negative energy: - working on tender with stupid timeline is really killing.  - no energy to run after late sleep due to ... - still cannot resolve my situation... too draining.  Quote: we can do what we want to do. But we choose what we had to do. 

Positive energy: - get to sleep better though having headache from drinks  - settled inventory handover for a unit Negative energy:  - disagreement on mutual agreement with conditions. I am so tired 😫  - my heart is gone.  - unmotivated in relationships  Quote: follow that first instinct. It is not rash decision. 

A relationship requires the joint effort of two parties to maintain... Where is the trust if u need to constantly check on each other? At some point of the day, we need personal time, some required lesser time, some more. It doesnt mean that they need to do something... I will just sit and do some soul searching... You can call it daydream... Read this book recently, 5love languages... Every relationship whether it is with family, friends, couple should come with request, not demand... When u make a request, u give respect and confidence to other parties... When u make a demand out of the relationship, the other party's love jar is always empty.... No one likes to be commanded even between boss and staff... Practice making requests, and you can see yourself being happy when others are happy...