understand your soulz

it has been years since my wife and i (only the 2 of us) watched a movie together due to our girls. the last time we went to the theatre watching "Kungfu Panda" were with Ziyi... i cannot remember the last movie we watched together before last Friday... the most recent movie happened last Friday "Quantum of Solace: 007". my all-time fav movie series... i think i caught all the James Bond movie series from Sean Connery to Roger Moore to the person who starred in one and only Jame Bond movie "On Her Majesty's Secret Service" " to Timolty Dalton, Pierce Brosnan and now Daniel Craig... i happened to work in a video recording company while waiting for entry to Poly and managed to 'catch' all Bond series... seeing M from young to old... all the beauties and villians (Jaws)... fanciful cars, fantastic gadgets... Sean Connery was most charismatic... Tim was the worst Bond other than Lazenby... Daniel Craig, rugged Bond... with killer secret servic...

not the small change in coins... but a change in habit / lifestyle. i am feeling rather direction-less since Oct... not sure of why and how or what happen... i felt lazy or lethargic in work, becoming absent-minded, didn't feel like working or staying at home... just wanted to wonder freely and doing nothing... is it a symptom? is it the age barrier of 35 coming? i really have no idea on how to cope with it... i wanted something or some change but have no idea what the hell they are or it is... crazy notion... i started to explore my inner self more... making same changes to my habit... brushing teeth using another hand... sleeping position change... not using my PSP after bathe... while at the same time, thinking of giving to society. Yah, contributing to society... that's something that i always wanted to do... ironic, i am not as helpful or sensitive... how to give? and what to contribute? other than cash... becoming volunteer? or giving free bazi analysis? we live to -C-H-A...

without fail, there will be a graduation concert for K2 at Ziyi's MMI (Montessori)... K1 and K2 will present their performance, same place NTUC Auditorium... expensive carpark charges. her event this year, "clatter and rattle".